EPILOGUE

The driving force behind this book has been the desire of revenge against the system that sent me to gaol. However as time goes on I can see that it was all part of a much bigger plan and I was destined to be incarcerated to wake me up to higher realities and the real meaning to my life. At times it has been hard to remember what they did to me. It did not make sense and it's too hard for most people to get their head around. The execution of this book and all it entails has been a full on everyday passion for me for the past 2 years since its inception. I have lived this book to its end. Right from taking cuttings from that sacred plant, preparing the sites, the full on everyday effort in the growing, harvesting and finally in the successful selling of a commercial crop of marijuana.

Not a day goes by that I don't expect the police to turn up on my doorstep. It's hard playing God but that's what I've felt I've had to do in compiling this book.

It has been a roller coaster ride of gigantic proportions and I've just got to go with the flow. There has been something outside myself propelling me along. It's something that is big. This something that comes down from above and guides you through the times when you think you are not capable of going on in the face of enormous pressures.

Many times I doubted the way but as it has turned out it was right after all.

Sometimes you just know that things are right and perfect and it was these moments that kept me going, knowing that what I was doing was absolutely right. At these times when the spirit soars it is as if you are making music or painting a picture, that is, the vibrations of what you are on about coincide with everything right in the world and delightful tunes and glorious colours are the result. Everything is in harmony and it is very good indeed. However these times are few and far between, but, they do exist.